Sunday, July 24, 2011

A Place to Call His Own

It's surreal to imagine that in roughly 3 weeks Jessica and I will be the proud owners of a fun-size mini person.  That's right; in less than a month W. Fischer Bragg will finally make his debut.  Jessica has been a trooper through the pregnancy, carrying our son through one of the most formidably difficult summers in recent memory.  But at last she is in the home stretch, and we are anxiously awaiting his arrival.
    We've been pacing ourselves over the past few months getting Fischer's room ready, and we've thoroughly enjoyed spending time together doing that.  Here are some stills of the progress...

  Upon finding out that Jess was pregnant, my parents wasted no time in helping get the room ready.

                                                      Even Maebe wanted to help.
   We assembled...
 We painted...
And we got silly in the process.
  
And finally, this afternoon, we finished.

The crib...


Interior view...


The bookshelf, fully equipped with some of our favorite books that we hope Fischer will enjoy equally (i.e. The Bible, The Stinky Cheese Man, The Gas We Pass, Where The Wild Things Are, etc.)...
Bookends my grandmother gave us.

The changing table...
 A cute giraffe painting (in keeping the theme of the room) painted by my mom's friend Lori Flood.
The rocking corner.  It works on two levels: first there's a rocking chair in the corner...
...and secondly, we hung a really cool kid-friendly gig poster.  Our friends Ryan and Ashleigh Lucas hung one of  The Decemberists in their daughter's room, and we loved the idea so much that we decided to find one for Fischer's room.   Wilco loves our baby. 
 
Guess who else loves our baby... our Maebe.  It's been really fun watching her through the whole process.  It's evident that she knows something is about to happen; every time we go in Fischer's room Maebe runs in and lays on the floor.  It's really cute.  We're excited for her to have a little brother.  This is a typical seen in Fischer's room.

So, save for a few minor things, like picking the birth song and finishing clearing out the closet, we're all set.  Oh, and we need the baby :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Mysterious Ways: Bob Ross, Phishers of Men, and the Big Picture.

Stay with me...
    
      Growing up I used to love The Joy of Painting.  During my childhood summers, when I wasn't swimming or vacationing with my family or when the Mississippi sun refused to be cool, I would sit in my living room with a balogna sandwich and watch Bob Ross create his masterpieces.  I loved his ironic fro, his wet-on-wet technique, his happy trees, his serene landscapes.  He really did make painting a joy.     
      However, there was one facet of his tutorials that consistently unnerved me: the happy accidents.  I was convinced that I was being lied to; the show ran for over 31 seasons, so I doubt that what he called "happy accidents" were even accidents at all.  Bob would mesmerise me with his brush, forging other worlds with color alone!  But then he would just make a "mistake", put purple in a tree, or throw a black squiggle smack dab in the middle of a cornflower blue sky!  WHY BOB, WHY?!  Then with his soft, unobtrusive timbre, he would assure "we don't make mistakes here, we just have happy accidents".  And he proved it over and over again.  He turned that purple spot in the tree into a shadow or created the illusion of depth.  The black squiggle he would turn into a bird or cloud lining.  He did this every day.  And even though I had seen it over and over, I always doubted his ability to get himself out of this mess he created for himself.  I couldn't see the big picture.  But Bob did knew the big picture all along, and he always came though.  Always.  For 31 seasons, he always came through.  Bob Ross was a genius. 
       Based on my own experiences in life, it is my conclusion that God often works the same way.  Most recently I experienced this in Alpharetta, GA.  Last week I took a short trip to the Atlanta area primarily to visit my friends Ryan and Ashleigh and their daughter Molly, secondarily to catch a Phish show.  The weather had been pleasant the entire trip from Tupelo and Marietta and continued so through our visit.  When the time came to leave for the show, however, the bottom fell out.  I could literally see only about 5 feet in front of my vehicle.  As I approached the ampitheatre, the weather did let up a little, and I saw two young men about my age walking briskly toward the venue, thumbs stretched and a little damp.  I am typically not one to pick up hitchhikers, but it had been raining, and I was confident that, just like I was, they were just trying to get to the ampitheatre in time for the opener.  So, under the circumstances, I obliged.
        Phish fans are famously friendly and, for the most part, trustworthy.  I had no problem giving them a lift, and Mike and Ben, the damp duo, were exceedingly grateful.  Neither of us knew exactly where the ampitheatre was, much less Lot N (my parking assignment), so we rode, keeping our eyes peeled and talking small.  Through all of this I felt compelled to share Christ with them.  The trouble is that I have never been great when it comes to witnessing.  I get nervous and often raise the topic of Jesus and salvation abruptly, leaving my audience thinking Random!   Jesus is a personal God, and I feel that the use of an awkward non sequitur is such an impersonal way to share Him with others.  It gives the message I have a duty rather than I care for you.  So when the opportunity presented itself organically, I immediately recognized it and seized it.
      We were exchanging stories from past shows we had been to, and I brought up that this one would be an indefinite "last hoorah" what with my son due to be born in 2 months.  When they asked his name and I said Fischer they inquired as to the origins to such a name.  Under the circumstance it was natural for them to assume that my unborn child was Phish's namesake.  I explained that in the Bible Jesus calls us Christians to be fishers of men, to reach out to others, particularly those who do not know Him.  One of my passengers asked my subsequently, "So I can assume you are a religious man?"  Again I was delighted with the opportunity to further explain what it meant to be a Christian.  I explained to the two that I am not religious, but that because I called upon Jesus to save me from sin and hell and to forgive me for my sins against Him that I have the hope (expectancy, not desire) of an eternity with Him in heaven.
      It was as simple as I could put it in the short time we had together.  They were impressed not so much with the message but more with the idea that so many diverse people, including the "religious", come together for a common purpose: to see Phish.  This was obviously not what I wanted them to take away from our time together, but I was ever thankful for the opportunity to minister to Mike and Ben.  We found a place close to the venue, we said our good byes, and they vacated to walk the remainder of the trek.  I eventually found Lot N and caught a shuttle to the ampitheatre in time for the opener.  It stormed for the remainder of the night, but I danced and sang and had a big time, soaking wet.  As the night went on though, I began to think about the series of events that transpired prior to the concert, and I realized that I had been given a gift; I was given the opportunity to see the big picture of what had happened when I picked up those two hitchhikers.  I had not expected to pick up anyone that evening, and it wasn't necessarily my expectation to share my faith with anyone.   While people who know me know that I am a Christian, I was given the chance in a place where no one knew me to stand out and do more for the kingdom of Christ.  What touched me the most was that God had chosen to use my son, my unborn baby boy, to help share His Son with those who need Him.
     Bob Ross was a genius, but there is no one like our God!  It's nearly impossible to make certain connections until you see the finished product.  I never made the connection between the rain and those two guys who needed a ride and my car with extra space and our attending the same concert and my son's name.  It all looked like a happy accident, but God knew what he was doing.  And I am blessed to have been used.  It is my prayer that the Seed, the Word of God that was planted in them will be watered by the Holy Spirit and that they will come to a saving knowledge of Christ.
  

Friday, June 3, 2011

Childe Roland (and Bragg) to the Dark Tower Came.

     I have just completed the first leg of my vicarious journey to the Dark Tower as I have finished the first book in a seven part marathon series entitled The Dark TowerI'm a bit of a Johnny-come-lately; The Gunslinger, the first book in the series, was originally published in 1982. But at least when I finally reach my aforementioned destination I may boast that it was not a bandwagon that delivered me.
     I am not what anyone would call a Stephen King fan (or reader, for that matter); I enjoyed the film adaptaion of The Shining, and I remember the confused feeling as fear and intrigue coupled within me while watching IT as a child, but I have never had a desire to pick up any of King's literary work.  There are people in and out of my life, however, whose tastes I respect that have read this particular series.  Since I enjoy the keep of their company I assumed there must be something to it.  Thus, consequently, began my journey. 
     I must say that I am a fickle reader by fault, often putting down an unfinished book to start another one (it is nothing for me to read 3 books at a time).  It is difficult enough exercising this habit considering that decoding the vernacular of my favorite authors (Hemingway, Faulkner, Thoreau and the like) requires from me patience, an unwavering conscious, and a little research.  After picking up The Gunslinger, however, I knew that not only would I have to break this habit but further commit to being faithful, exclusive, as it were, to this series. I would have to best my non-commital personality.
     So that brings me to the present with one novel under my belt.  I am crossing strange lands with Roland the gunslinger on his quest to reach the Dark Tower.  And while I do not know if he ever reaches it, my plan is to see this through to the end.  In the last stanza of Robert Browning's poem Childe Roland to the Dark Tower Came, from which King drew inspiration for his epic series, the hero is able to see the ghosts of those who had attempted and died trying to reach the Tower.
I saw them and I knew them all. And yet
Dauntless the slug-horn to my lips I set,
And blew. "Child Roland to the Dark Tower came."
 It is my hope that I do not meet the same fate as others who have gone before me and have failed, that I will not join the ranks of their ghosts, that I will reach my own Dark Tower (and not take myself too seriously).